Glum and Fishy

I woke up feeling a bit down today.  Things still haven't gone anywhere with my guy and I feel like crap because of that.  I have come to one conclusion that I'm going to stick by: I can't keep doing the long distance bit, I need to be near him or it has to stop.  I haven't said that to him, but I think he knows.  Today though, all I can think about is  "what if he doesn't want me around?"

I did get a good start on my handpainted fishing lures that will be available for purchase soon.  I'll get some pictures up when my first batch is done.

I need projects to do so I don't focus on my life.