It seems as though I may have taken silence and confusion as a sign that I am not wanted. I guess I still have a chance with going to Arizona. That makes me happy. I have spent the last few days in a downward spiral of depression...not eating, not sleeping, having no energy...it was awful. Last night I broke my "radio silence" with my guy because I had a nagging feeling that something was wrong, and not in regards to my uncontrollable crying and back-to-back watching of "Dirty Dancing". Turns out that my guy's best friend was put into the ICU for legionnaire disease. I came out to the coast under the pretense of watching my aunt and uncle's house, but really I just needed a change from stupid Portland. We talked, I hope I helped make him feel better, and I felt better. I slept, I've eaten a few times today, and I actually did stuff.
Today I picked up some fabric for two shirts and a dress. Below are the fabrics I chose. Give me a few days and I'll show you the end results. I sew a lot of my clothes. In fact, I want to eventually want to have almost a full wardrobe of retro clothing. I figure it can't be all retro...I love my sweatpants and hoodies too much.
I feel like I should write more about what's going on with my life, this relationship of mine. Don't really know if that sort of thing interests anyone. What I'll tell you is that I am head-over-heels for this guy, we've had a thing for 10 months now, and I am the other woman.
"Where The Boys Are" was on TCM this morning while I had my first cup of coffee. Its on my top 5 list of beach movies. In fact, to make this post interesting, I'll list my top 5 beach movies.
1. Girls! Girls! Girls!
2. Blue Hawaii
3. Where The Boys Are
5. The Glass Bottom Boat