I've been neglecting my updates on my Rations Challenge.  Since it's over, let me say that it wasn't completely terrible, but the biggest problem that I had was getting food from other people.  For whatever reason, people kept giving me dishes of food.  It's not something that usually happens, so I really didn't know what to do except accept the food.  I did have one day where I thought I was going to go nuts...and bought a pizza.  Aside from that, I really did try to stick with challenge as much as possible.

I'm not sure when I will post next.  It could be tomorrow or in a week or something.  If this was the 19th century, they might say I suffer from perpetual melancholy.  It's not depression.  I can find happiness and joy in my melancholy, it is just fleeting.  Until it is squandered a little bit.....well, who knows.